im super super dissapointed.
i will elaborate with all the names inside.
I dont want to beat around the bush.
Im nt trying to be such a big complain girl
or whatever stuffs that come to u readers' minds.
You will knw how im feeling if ure in my shoes right now.
I knw that the main person in this story will nt read this,
but i really cannot take it anymore so i really wanna post it badly.
It may be boring fr readers who knw nothing abt this so,
i recommend u all not to read the story.

I just gt home frm UG camp so,
I was feeling relaxed and happy till
Khaliesah told me that ms Ross want to replace me fr Competition.
At first, i was hesitated to put Miss infont of her name bcos she have lost all her respects fr me so why i shud respect her. but im trying to as gentle as possible.
Anyway Khaliesah, im nt blaming u (: you are nt wrong.
The dissapointing thing is that she want to replace me.
I knw i shud be happy tht i do not need to train soo hard fr Comp.
But the prob is that, ive trained, brushed up on my FD, revised my FA and even did punishments and all those stuffs just fr the sake of Competition.
Then halfway, aft all those sweats wasted fr almost 2months,
she want replace me with a sec 2 girl.
Are u kidding me?
It is nt that the matter ive trained so hard that pissed me off
but it is the matter that i can't get to be the 4th man.
She said she only want 1 team to represent Junyuan SJAB. wth.
Im nt trying to be proud but i think sec 3s are much more better than sec 2s.
Sec 3s have more experience. Sorry sec 2s if ure offended.
Furthermore, last year i was a reserve man and i don't get to fight fr the 1st place fr Comp and so, i really want that either 2nd, 3rd, 4th man position, badly.
Anyway, Sec 2s can get a chance to join the Comp next year
While the sec 3s only have this last oppurtinity to be in the Comp.
Now, she only think abt winning.
If u knw that u make the winning topic as a priority,
then why don't you tell us earlier on?
So that the sec 3s do not need to train so hard and brush up on our FA since u trust the Sec 2s more than me so might as well, u just register all the Sec 2s'names and Salihah's.
After learning all those new stuffs that make me stressed up then,
now u say tht im nt suit to be in the Comp team?
In other words, are u trying to say tht if i am in the Comp team,
Junyuan SJAB cannot win?
Cmon laaa. Trust me fr once.
Before you came and destroy all this postions fr Comp team,
it was perfectly going fine. We were all practicing hard.
Why must u come and change the postions again.
Another thing, you said some of those bad points to my senior.
But, she tried to say good things abt me.
I bet you don't believe wht my senior said.
I knw, i can't be as good as ur fav SJAB cadet, Salihah.
All u think of me is that; i can't do this and that and i can't be as best as her.
But do you knw that, im trying hard to atleast be a good SJAB cadet?
Cmon laaa.

Im doned.
Maybe Sjabber may think that im trying to make this small matter be a big one.
But, to me it is a very very dissapointing news.
When i first heard it, i was like damn shocked so i turned pissed off but when i reach home and think abt those times i trained fr Comp, it turns out to be a veru very dissapointing news instead.
I knw, this post is unreasonable.
But, try to be in my shoes(again) and u will knw how dissapointing the news is.

Goodbye.

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