hello.
let me ans this to ur entry .
You said that our friendship is drifting apart and you blame me.
i rewinds and see if i did any wrongs. but, i can't recall.
i only can recall ur mistakes instead.
just to tell you this, im nt trying to twist my words.
let me make this clear fr you to understand.

you are lefting me out when you have her.
when you have her, you totally ignore me like as if im absent frm schl.
you walked side by side with her and left me behind like a loner.
bt when she's abesent, you sometimes kept quiet till schl ends.
i totally ignored you and you went off anywhere alone.
i just want you realise the pain tht im goin thru.
im nt taking revenge and instead, im trying to get back our friendship.
den, you said you was pissed off and was sick and tired of me.
you are easily give up!
i gone thru this almost every day. ,br> but you, you only gone thru this fr twice or thrice.
you are too weak.
so, i think the correct way to make this friendship goes smoothly is
to let you do you own things, i give you freedom to laugh your ass out with her.
im lucky that i have my own her. so, when you don't need me, i still have my her.
bt most of the time, you are always with ur her.
so, i go on with my her, thinking that you are happy with ur own life.
bt instead, it turns out to be a disaster.
i don't understnd you. wht ekteli you want?

you said you have smthng franky to tell me.
so, i admit that franky thoughts of urs.
so, i tried nt to do tht again.
i did it. nw, i did not go back home with her. ,br> also, becos of tht, i and her fought once.
but i did nt blame anyone.
second, i told you smthng franky too.
you apologised and you promised me nt to repeat it again.
but seems that you are repeating it.
well. now, let me listen to your say instead.
i want to end this as soon as possible.
im tired of being left out.
btw, im not jeolous but i would like to be appreaciated too.

Gdnight people<3

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Hello.
since many complain tht my blog is boring, i will make it alive.
tdy i have a baaaaaad sore throat.
i lost my cute and sweet voice -.-
and i lost my BIIIIG apetite.
i cant stop sneezing and i just feel so sick.
worst, i had to deco the hall just nw.
need to carry the chairs and tables, cut2, fold2 and paste2.
it is tiring fr me to be sick while i actually need alot of energy tdy.
i don't talk much tdy but i whine alooot!
lucky me, im nt fasting tdy.
ate Chuwei's vicks and it cured somehow.
thnkyouu syg. she brings the correct sweet at a correct time.
oh, thnkyou to the suppliers of tissues to, Eunice and SuYi.
sorry too fr wasting packets of ur tissues.
oh God, Monday will be a tiring day too.
will be going Qiaonan, insyaAllah.
_________________________________________________________________ This was supposed to be yesterday's entry.
bt due to some reasons, i need to shut down my com.
thats how my yesterday was
yesterday was the worst day. seriously :(
tdy, im suffering frm a minor sore eye at my left eye.
it hurts once i blink.
thats all.
i need to rest my gliterring eys. -.-
Have a nice day, peepols :D

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this is meant fr a Specific KID. if you want to knw the reasons why, mirror urself!
you're just too perfect fr me nt to love you like i used to.
too bad, i need to treat you badly as wht people always say,
treat others like hw u want to be treated.
u treat me like this and you get back the same.
SUFFER THEM!
nah, a piece of BEAUTIFUL phrases.
we will nw care fr ourselves only.
too bad, i dislikes you.
zai jian readers <3

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hi.
ergh. i hate my moodswing.
inside my timetable right, gt 2 periods fr moodswings.
frm 630am-945am. 1st period.
2nd period, 800pm- 1000pm.
then the rest of the day, partime moodwings. CRAPS!
im sick of moodwing. whenever i oke oredi, i talk alone.
IM SICK AND TIRED TALKING ALONE! hehehe.
SHUSH. im crapping.don't want listen, syoooooh!
! now, my moodswing is on honeymoon.
so bfr my moodswing returns, i write u a looong post. NAH.

schl was suckish just nw. seriously.
Assembly was worst!
dr class dgr lagu sume fikir ape concert, sekali sekala ANTI-SMOKING craps! AGAIN.
kalao aku fail bio-test, aku salahkn health board! x)

oh ya. cikgu2. bile nk taobat?*angkt tgn bc doa*
" Ya Allah, moga2 la cikgu bertaubat sblm terlmbt dn sblm puase"
*AMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN!*
heeheee (:
aiyah. tmrw gt malay. moga2 la tuhan kabulkn doaku by malam ni. dn esk terus pki JILBAB. huhuhuhu :B

kate org bile puase, kena puase mulut jgk. jd keluarkn la sume gossips bfr puase. nt good keep it inside our heart fr sooo looooong. LET IT ALL OUT! x]
da2. cukop mnjd kembar si *toyol*. AND i don't want sit one room with him uh pls!
later i go out of the room, BOTAAAAAAAAAAAK. huhuhu. :B

oke da. i want watch CINTA FITRI !!
ADLY sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang. *hoping kiss* LAME!

ADIOOOS!

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im getting lazier and lazier to talk. im out of words, thesedays.
what i want to do is just shutting my mouth and just do my own work.
i think i had enuf talking nonsence.
im nt arrogant, or whatever negative comments of me.
im just too lazy to entertain people.
nowadays, my mood swings come every nw and then.
when people are talking, i will say shutup.
Yeah, i knw im rude. sorry.
NO, i dont hate u.
and NO, you don't do any mistakes.
Instead, ive done too many mistakes. again, im sorry.
oh, that could explain why ive nt been updating my blog.
im updating cos i wanna say sorry. forgive me, pleeease dear?
:(

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HOLAAAAAAAAA! :D
i lazy to update bt, AIYAH! let me give a dry-run abt yest and tdy.
at last, i cn step inside the schl.
Missed schl people bt nt school :D
schled. met mamamalina syg.
T1> SP> KFC! I swear i was velly happy yesterday.
Amalina syg shud knw why.
oh, sori ehk malina. kte kalau blm mkn, NO MOOD. hehe.
oke, siow. oh, I TOOK THE PLEDGE. hahaha.
im proud to take the pledge.
da smngt2 take the pledge,skali skale ade CAMERAAAAA!
i was like retardeddddddd uh. somemore the camera just behind me.
sempat pose jap kt camera lepas tu dpt tahu nnt de kelua kt TV!
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!
the pledge moment, stupid lor!
done fr yesterday. nw tdy.
morning was vellly tired. parade, aiyaH!
then chnged, EAAAAAAT! yaaaaay.
regained energy then time fr me to SCREEEEAAAAM.
we were velllllly HIIIIIIIGH uh in the hall.
den Frisbeeee. screamed again.
cheer2 skali satu match je. -.-
nvm, no need win also 2n1 champion.
den play our own frisbee.
SUPERB fun!
so, screamed, yelled, clapped, smiled, laughed, ate, drank =
HAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPY DAAAAAAAAAY!~

oke done. i want upload photos in facebook.
seeya in the photo, k lame.

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